Conversations with the blackness.

"I never cheated on 'her' or 'her' or 'her'"

"so then why doesn't she trust you?"

"well i didn't cheat on her"

"...what'd you do then?"

"I've been talking to someone else, for over a month now"

"so... isn't that cheating?"

"no, no it's not, i've never even seen her physically, she likes me for who i am, she wants to be with me'

"but so then how is that not cheating... i mean, you were planning on leaving and seeing this girl, right?"

"well, not until we broke up"

"damn. you always have a back up plan don't you? it's kinda fucked up, you know?"

"no, no it's not. It's not cheating unless i see her physically. you don't understand"