life

On the outside I'm seeing my future setup for me, but on the inside I'm still just a kid, and I feel like I've got to get that out. Let's play just a little longer.

Fuck
Fuuuuuck
:(

I asked if I could keep you,
You said no,
I have to let you go.

The power of the unknown is horrible sometimes.

:(
Sigh

thinking too hard about what could have been or what might be, can make my head explode. sleep, sleep is what i need.

love lust induced high.
Ive inhaled too much.
my mind sits with the caterpillar at the top.
I'm dying.

I'm dying because my skin is just ITCHING to be touched.
The need is so prevalent. What i'd do behind closed doors goes unsaid.
take it away, make out. send it to a far place and let it die.

blue blue blue.

wait for the time when it explodes, slow slow slow. slow down.

bite it all off, take it out and spit. give the notes more to play with.
take yourself out to lunch, make a meal out of it.
common? you've got more than that. don't you?

you aren't a fucking idiot. you've got it mapped out, the moves are within your own mind, you've known all along how to make it happen. just go for it.

get the gold.